Excuse me?

I knew it.
I did, I did, I did.
I always did!
I know you thought I was nothing.
I know you still do.
And I want to say "I hate you",
even when those words,
coming from me,
don't mean anything to you.
Anything.
But I feel glad thinking that they do.
I'll still feel glad when the wind takes those words away.
I feel glad,
as I felt glad
thinking that maybe you loved me.
But I was wrong, wrong, wrong!

I'll show my happy face
and let you know that right now
I-DON'T-CARE.